February 2012
36 posts
my counsellor said “you can make it another week, only one more. then it’ll be a month since you last self harmed!” yeah. a month.. then I had to relapse, but I cant tell her that. she’ll ask if I made it another week, i’ll have to say yes. fuck.
“There are nights where I lift my head up from the toilet bowl and stare at...”
– Anon (via thegrungeloss)
shrinkingnumbers:
I was ill last week which means I didn’t eat very much or exercise, so I wasn’t following it. I’m so motavated though so hopefully it’ll go well.
i’m starting it too, :D
yeah, gonna go cut now.
Anonymous asked: why do you keep binging its disgusting you fat cow
I look like a whale. binged yesterday AND today.
I cant take weekends.
people are always round so I cant not eat.
I want to die now. really. im back at my starting weight again. im such a fat shit ugh.
If I didn't eat 300+ calories in junk food every...
sink-or-skinny:
It feels like an impossible habit to break.
I know how you feel, I was brought up around junk food every night. Hardest habit to break in my opinion..
No.no.nonononono.
Binged again. Friends need to stay out of my house because I can’t not eat worth them here. I’m back at 120lbs. I want to die. Fuck this. No. Relapsing in my self harm because of this shit.
I just want to cut off all the fat on my stomach, there’s to much of it. ew
“an all nighter burns 161 calories”
guess who’s staying up all night?
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can someone send me some hate? i've binged like...
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…breakdown.
failed no binge february, a week since my last binge and then.. binge.
I got to 117 again and binged like crazy, cant purge. tried but its not working, lets just hope I can fast tomorrow.. fuckfuckfuck fuck.
We Will Be Censoring All Of Tumblr Tonight At...
Im not getting skinny for summer, but for my birthday. in 3 months time, hopefully i’ll be at 105 lbs.. please.
things I will not have in February: chocolate, cake, coffee, sugar (extra with any meal) salt (extra in a meal)